My Relationships

I really understand now more than ever, I have the potential to ruin most relationships I encounter.  Lord knows, I have been in a few and they werent the best but I realize the way I start them has been strange.  I get my hopes up and as well as theirs and then shatter them; based out of fear of how I will be received or how I will receive them.

I am asking for your prayers, through this time of God showing me myself!

HELP LORD HELP!